While the rain still falls...

                                                         ...thoughts,


       milions of those filthy, needy, greedy...  pleady...    stormy...      endless...          swirly...

                                     -notions, feelings, ideas, images-

                                         loudy, yet all comforting... 
                                  disturbing, yet pleasantly nullifying....
                                          void, yet all containing...

                               I'm sleeping lying awake in the midst...
                               I host the black whole that's within me...


                                                    And I make...

Free-dom(inance) - Part 1

"Are we free or are we bound?" - "You are free inside your boundaries."


You are let to believe that you can attain the ultimate freedom, that is your spiritual freedom. A state in which you can accomplish ,one the hand, or destroy, on the other, everything that comes in your mind.

BUT

Are you really? You are told that If you do this and do that, If you behave like this and like that, you will eventualy be free. In other words: accept your boundaries in order to be free.

Move on... where to?

Have you ever left a thorn piercing your skin only to remind you of the rose you once hold?

And every memory of it was like pushing the thorn deeper in your flesh;

And the more you pained the more you knew it was true;

And as long you knew it was true you wouldn’t let go;